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    November 03

    我没有奶奶了。

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    公元二零零九年十月秋日,强氏一族子孙等,虔具清酌庶馐之奠,致祭于重慈德享老大人褚氏之灵前而哀日。杯酒蒸尝,如我心怀,归省迟迟,五脏如煎;谨以猥妄,奉祭灵前!

    呜呼大母,心如兰蕊;庭院方寸,植芝与兰。灼灼其妍,皑皑其洁,萌萌其绿,蔚蔚其华。芳草之蕃,由自心生,怜爱息子,自是尤甚。

    呜呼大母,勇毅盖绝;值乱世贼作,倭寇横行,山河破碎,家国沦亡。母离乡避乱,勇毅卓绝;伶仃残足,初生小子,负箧曳屣,奔走大荒。适值三九,滴水作冰;勇毅如母,旋走奔波,回避兵焚,是保家门!

    呜呼大母,鹤骨童颜;耳顺之年,手植田亩,耄耋老矣,尚引针线!窗棂门第,红花绿盏,巧术大母,技精飞剪,年年桃符,尽出此中;又方寸布匹,文玉饰锦;飞花流叶,鸟鸣蝠奋,天工巧做,二八女儿,亦难比肩!

    呜呼大母,庠序为先;家无长物,惟藏书卷,惜失文藻,不误子孙;时事艰险,此念不弃,门下息子,人人争先,参天良材,代出其间:奉公一方,丰足于市,精进于技,多不殆言!使无大母,盖难如是,耕读世家,薪火流传!

    呜呼大母,明义善教;慎毋骄奢,慎毋怠惰,慎毋博彩,慎毋莽拙,务实自立,日日精进,见贤思齐,见德思摹;大母云:父母在,亦以弘义进取为第一要紧,大胸怀,当用黎民苍生作命里盘桓!

    呜呼大母,乙丑之岁,秋冬之交,罹有重疾,气息掇掇。犹日念婆,车辇归宁。积液盈腔,行止不能,疾既大作,维于床榻。一坐一卧,躯体不堪,浑不复矫健当年;望之咽喉哽咽,心惴惴然。是年十月即末,大母将绝之夕,余学于庠序,有梦于大母。言笑晏晏,青衫笔擞,正是十年往日,花开庭院。大母谓余曰:野所曲水之地,甚险,慎毋往嬉水。余梦中幡醒,闻户外风淅淅,曰:天寒风且作,吾大母其来乎?未几及暮,噩耗及京,山陵既摧矣!

    呜呼!大母之病吾不临床,重慈之殁吾不知时,生不能相养以共居,殁不得抚躯以尽哀,孝不临其室,奉不足尽责,不得出入禀临履之告诉,未及膝下承鸦羊之反哺,浮世间奔走生计,而不得与大母相养以生,相守以安;徒念大母生而深明大义,重庠序之教,含辛茹苦,益兴家门;死而魂梦相接,维忧维盼,念兹在兹,犹望子孙有为,一以维念!

    大母之殁,寿及米年。夫事有人力之可致,犹不可期;况复天理之溟漠,又安可得而推?惟大母生情切于先考,重恩于子孙,建德于乡里,明理而身教;死休息于徭役,见怀于族中,椁柩于山陵而得见息子有为于天下。苟能如此足矣,而亦又何悲,亦又何悲哉!

    然睹此瘦骨寒衾,昨犹我见;音容如昔,慈萱安存?瓶中之剩药犹存,庭院之余芳尚鲜,一器一用,犹然当年,怎能信此一别,天人永隔!或有不为哀恸者,其非人哉!

    呜呼大母,此一别矣!是此夏炎秋肃,无清净故乡可盼归期,春旱冬雪,无温婉音容可为慰藉,庭院虽芳,亲人不复,山路如旧,再无望穿眸子,盼望归期!呜呼大母,何其匆匆;彼苍者天,易其有极!
    呜呼大母,号啕不闻!肝肠断绝,血泪沾巾!息子来奠,悲痛难陈!蒸飨纵奢,不足弥恨;黄泉有觉,来品来尝!

    呜呼,哀哉!尚飨

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    zHA zhawrote:
    我记得的我奶奶对我的最后一句
    是去年圣诞的时候,问我明年什么时候回来
    Nov. 7
    笑笑 Qwrote:
    我觉得应该不是你自己写的吧?太学术了。。。
    btw,我奶奶在我记得她啥样之前就离开了~对此概念很模糊。你比我幸运多了。
    Nov. 3
    小宝 CPwrote:
    节哀顺便。
    Nov. 3

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